Second Time Around

Second time around i'm failed

I'd tried to forget and pursue to neglect

the fellings I thought somehow died

 Suddenly realized still alive.

I remember last night, 

hugging my pillow pretending alright

Insisting my mind that i can do it

to trash the feelings i've felt

It works, It's really true

But only couple of days, oh so blue

I've tried everything just to forget you

But second time aroud still love you. 

If only you know how it really hurt

holded by someone,touching your shirt 

My God!Can we just be?

yes I know it would'nt be. 

There's one thing i just like to do

If next time around,I'm still so blue

i wish to rush and run under the rain

to sure no one will see me crying.